Forget the rest of the whatever, I'm writing what I want to write in here now. It's not like anyone else is seeing this.

( THE PART WHERE SHE RANTS )

 Hey book

Sent that letter a     week ago?

No wurd word back yet.  Maybe she is just bisy busy

Miss dumb stupid muzzleface fuzzball dumbdumb Logyn

hey book

Just gonna give Nils the note I rote in the male  mail.

tried to give it to her at the brokin arms tonite tonight and she didnt even see me standing by her

too good at my job I gess

logyn wasnt there

I thought they would want to know.

Sent another letter to BA, apologized for wasting his time. I won't go to the Kodo tonight, I feel uneasy about going, and for absolutely no legitimate reason.

Maybe my brain is rotting. Things seem clearer today. I'll keep working on his gift.

I put the earrings away. Had a bit of a debate with Lok Doc about ( Read more... )

Honesty is the best policy. I think that's something father told me once. I also believe in optimism and hope for the future, if only for the sake of others. I don't like to dampen peoples' spirits by being a downer, as often as I may be one. I do try to appear pleasant and cheerful in public.

But if that's not how I actually feel, then is it ( Read more... )

 WHAT.  A.  SHOW-OFF.  Even I don't show off that much!

I am not jealous

I need to find Kalrin.

( Cut for storytimez. )

The walk back home was sobering enough I guess.

it just had to happen in front of an audience, didn't it.  How humbling my poor ego

I just left like he asked.  I wasn't going to have an absolute disregard for his concern

not after what happened before.  It's not like I hadn't planned on sobering up once the faire left anyway.

My head hurts a lot, heh

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 My head hurts and my face feels like it's burning.  The color of the parchment is hurting my eyes for goodness' sake.

I'll keep this short.  I set off to find Kalrin.  I found him and he was injured, but on the road to quick recovery.  I visited him a few times before travelling back with him to the peninsula.  He managed to give me a short lesson ( Read more... )

Haven't seen Kalrin in a while now. It's been pretty quiet at Thunder Bluff. Smokestack and Walter don't get along, for whatever reason. Gari stays well away from both of them, not that I can blame him.

The lovey dovey holiday is over. Makes me feel better.

In other news, I can feel myself getting stronger, running for longer periods time, ( Read more... )